Siti Nurul Ain.
A writer; a once upon a time dream.
A teacher; a searching love. A walking blank paper.

im telling you, even without crack(that's drugs for you), i have the most weirdest dream at all times. plus, i have recurring dreams, which kinda sucks cos even though most of the time i cant remember what i dreamt about the moment i woke up, the dejavu's there. not fun! and no scary dreams for me! basically, i'll be the one chasing the ghost, which trust me, not thrilling at all.

and funny thing is, sometimes in my dreams, i know that im in a dream and then i'll go, "ok. lets switch positions. im gonna go third person!" and then from being the one of the character, i'll be watching instead, kinda like a director of a movie. sometimes, when i get tired of running or something, i'll say, "ahhh. what the heck. this is a dream, goddamnit. i can fly! FLLLLYYY~" then i'll go flying.

or, the most extreme weird-ness is when i think, "ahhhhh! im tired of this dream. WAKEY WAKEY AIIIIIN!" and i'll just wakeup. and then when im awake, i feel so stupid, i could slap my forehead, eat my legs, cut my arms, and go back to sleep. how normal am i? and sometimes whilst asleep, i know i am smiling, which is pretty weird because all of my dreams have nobody or nothing that i should be happy about. i rarely dream about handsome blokes(HAH! sorry, just had to use that word).

wow. thats long. im blabbing.

ive gone insomnia, i should be worry. im going bonkers in head. its like, the little people in my brain is not working normally. im picturing them as..

YOU!

hehehehehehehehehehehehe.

which, btw, is a NIGHTMARE. *shudders*